jessica.huffman
I am painfully miserable, but this makes no sense because I have a great boyfriend that I live with, 3 kids, and I'm a proud Christian. But I"m more than depressed, I'm overwhelmed with this feeling that the world is gooing to end soon and by the time I notice it it will be too late and I will have wasted my life. I feel like I've failed already because of some mistakes I've made and can't change. I hate myself but I know that's not normal.Sometimes I don't think I can trust myself with myself even though I don't believe in suicide.