Who is god
I have always believed in God, I may have not been an active christian as i know i should be but I do try and pray every day. I am so confused as i got older, instead of my faith getting stronger i feel like it is replaced with more doubt. I want to believe there is a higher power , someone who loves me and watches over me and keeps me safe. But i have been handed a rpugh deal for the last 18 years and ive had 2 good ones. But i look at all the people that get so much love and happiness and support, people that i dont consider to be very good people, and i wonder why god doesnt help me in those ways. I pray and i get no reply, I dont try to ask for much when i do pray i just apologize for my sins and thank him for my blessings...and to keep my son safe. But I dont know how to keep the faith, i dont know how to make myself truly believe that someone who loves me so much ignores me.