My very best friend I met thru an online chat room roleplay game. We clicked right away. We talked all day and night every single day. We shared our lives with each other by sending pics on Kik messenger all throughout the day. Every day we each would buy a java monster coffee energy drink and at 4pm (her 5pm) we would drink them together . That was always the highlight of my day. I was 18 at the time and her 16 but she taught me so much about the world Cuz I had been beyond sheltered while growing up and had still been when we met. We told each other everything about our lives. She was the only person I had in my life that I could trust to confide in about things I had gone thru as a child and who I could share my secrets with. She never once judged me nor I her. God musta known that we both needed someone and he used a roleplay game I had downloaded to do it. I had been unaware what it actually was and at the time was unknowledgable of what "role play" was or that it was even possible to talk to people from all over the world thru a single phone game. For months we didnt even know what tge other looked like. I fell in love with her personality and who she was as a person. Most of the time we are total opposites but that's what makes us complete each other so perfectly. There was a period of time around the early couple of months of 2015 where we lost all contact and I was so sad and tried to find her everywhere but couldn't. Then we recently found each other around the last week of December after christmas 2015 and it was tho we had just talked the day before! I greatly regret that period of lost time Cuz I found out it was a period where she had needed me the most and I wasn't there for her and it makes me feel depressed to think about it cuz I will never get that time back. I let her down and it breaks my heart. Since that happened it always seems like that's standing between us and our connection is not as strong. There's times where I can feel she's holding things back she wants to say but she won't. And when that happens she starts mentioning her "other friends" who had actually BEEN there for her when I wasn't. Then she tries (not sure if done intentionally or not) to make me jealous by saying something her friend said or everything is about that person or even that she is skyping them and is too busy to talk to me. She also refuses to Skype me yet has never met the others on person and will Skype them all day long. I can't help but feel hurt but I know its my fault she's like this. But that doesn't change the love I have for her. I will continue to be patient for however long it takes. I'm currently 20 and her almost 18 and still we talk everyday. She lives in Ohio and I in Nebraska but I hope one day soon I'll get to meet my special best friend in person and cannot wait for that day ❤
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My very best friend I met thru an online chat room roleplay game. We clicked right away. We talked all day and night every single day. We shared our lives with each other by sending pics on Kik messenger all throughout the day. Every day we each would buy a java monster coffee energy drink and at 4pm (her 5pm) we would drink them together . That was always the highlight of my day. I was 18 at the time and her 16 but she taught me so much about the world Cuz I had been beyond sheltered while growing up and had still been when we met. We told each other everything about our lives. She was the only person I had in my life that I could trust to confide in about things I had gone thru as a child and who I could share my secrets with. She never once judged me nor I her. God musta known that we both needed someone and he used a roleplay game I had downloaded to do it. I had been unaware what it actually was and at the time was unknowledgable of what "role play" was or that it was even possible to talk to people from all over the world thru a single phone game. For months we didnt even know what tge other looked like. I fell in love with her personality and who she was as a person. Most of the time we are total opposites but that's what makes us complete each other so perfectly. There was a period of time around the early couple of months of 2015 where we lost all contact and I was so sad and tried to find her everywhere but couldn't. Then we recently found each other around the last week of December after christmas 2015 and it was tho we had just talked the day before! I greatly regret that period of lost time Cuz I found out it was a period where she had needed me the most and I wasn't there for her and it makes me feel depressed to think about it cuz I will never get that time back. I let her down and it breaks my heart. Since that happened it always seems like that's standing between us and our connection is not as strong. There's times where I can feel she's holding things back she wants to say but she won't. And when that happens she starts mentioning her "other friends" who had actually BEEN there for her when I wasn't. Then she tries (not sure if done intentionally or not) to make me jealous by saying something her friend said or everything is about that person or even that she is skyping them and is too busy to talk to me. She also refuses to Skype me yet has never met the others on person and will Skype them all day long. I can't help but feel hurt but I know its my fault she's like this. But that doesn't change the love I have for her. I will continue to be patient for however long it takes. I'm currently 20 and her almost 18 and still we talk everyday. She lives in Ohio and I in Nebraska but I hope one day soon I'll get to meet my special best friend in person and cannot wait for that day ❤
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