I haven’t been having sex with my boyfriend for more than a month and it’s killing me. The longest duration of us not having sex was 2 months. The last time we had sex it didn’t feel the same and I had to fake the orgasm because I felt bad. Cus I was the one who initiated it. It hurts and kills my self esteem when I initiate sex and he has all the reasons in the world to turn me down. He claimed that his testosterone level was low and he will actually seek medical advice, soon. I’m feeling so helpless because I know he isn’t cheating on me, which makes this entire situation even worse because I feel he probably just isn’t interested in me. He was sexually active in the past but well I really just don’t know why. The amount of rejections are so high that it gets awkward for me to even mention that I’m horny. I honestly am so fucking done with this relationship, I’m so unhappy when it comes to this. But I love him. I don’t want to cheat, nor leave him. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW.
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I haven’t been having sex with my boyfriend for more than a month and it’s killing me. The longest duration of us not having sex was 2 months. The last time we had sex it didn’t feel the same and I had to fake the orgasm because I felt bad. Cus I was the one who initiated it. It hurts and kills my self esteem when I initiate sex and he has all the reasons in the world to turn me down. He claimed that his testosterone level was low and he will actually seek medical advice, soon. I’m feeling so helpless because I know he isn’t cheating on me, which makes this entire situation even worse because I feel he probably just isn’t interested in me. He was sexually active in the past but well I really just don’t know why. The amount of rejections are so high that it gets awkward for me to even mention that I’m horny. I honestly am so fucking done with this relationship, I’m so unhappy when it comes to this. But I love him. I don’t want to cheat, nor leave him. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW.
October 24, 2017 - 11:18amThis Comment
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