I am in an abusive marriage. Mostly emotional. I am exhausted....so tired. I feel like my life has been sucked out of me. I do not have the resources to leave. I have anxiety and panic attack that it has disabled me. I just don't know what to do. I am 55. If I could financially move out, then I would. It is so frustrating. And yes, I still very much love him. He is so damaged himself that he cannot see how he damages me. He also binge drinks and then i end up drinking with him when i really never wanted to then I feel horrible the next day. He also tells me that he does love me. He won't allow me to go anywhere that might be fun, without him. I feel suffocated and helpless. And I do not drive because of my extreme anxiety so i am in the house almost all the time. Any suggestions?
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I am in an abusive marriage. Mostly emotional. I am exhausted....so tired. I feel like my life has been sucked out of me. I do not have the resources to leave. I have anxiety and panic attack that it has disabled me. I just don't know what to do. I am 55. If I could financially move out, then I would. It is so frustrating. And yes, I still very much love him. He is so damaged himself that he cannot see how he damages me. He also binge drinks and then i end up drinking with him when i really never wanted to then I feel horrible the next day. He also tells me that he does love me. He won't allow me to go anywhere that might be fun, without him. I feel suffocated and helpless. And I do not drive because of my extreme anxiety so i am in the house almost all the time. Any suggestions?
December 29, 2014 - 10:53pmThis Comment
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