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I have been married for 25 years. My husband has always been unusual in that he never wanted sex. From the beginning he put me down, lectured me on everything and happily pointed out my short comings. During arguments it was always my fault and I was and am always immature, a high schooler according to him. I have moved across country more than once, always very far from my family and friends. He separated our finances, and tries to tell me what I should do with the money I earn.
Recently we moved (yet again) a few states away so that he can accept his "dream job", since we have been here, he insults me openly. Tells me that he has never been attracted to me, that I don't know anything, I need to just get in shape, that he can not trust me ( he gave me his credit card to pay for a car repair and took my son for breakfast (when he asked)). He makes me feel like I'm crazy for even opening my mouth. He knows better about everything. I feel so alone in the world. All I have are my sons and they are at an age that they need financial support. I don't know what to do. I often wish I were dead.