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My husband and I have been together for 3 years he just admitted to me last night that he doesn't, nor has ever found me sexually attractive. I feel that this aspect is important to a marriage and I won't get a divorce I just am at a loss and want to end my life I am 30 and pregnant with my 4th child. I don't believe I would find it somewhere else. I am so attracted to him but he would rather masterbate than have sex with me. I am ready to end my life after I give birth to his daughter and he calls me crazy. But the issue isn't my weight or anything that I can change I am just not physically his type. But I gave him what he needed someone hopelessly in love with him. He had never had that before me. I can't live another 40 years with a man who can't physically attracted to me who doesn't want to have sex with me. I losing my mind and I am scared I will drag the kids down with me. Where if I just end my life no one suffers as bad as they would and I could die his wife which is all I ever wanted