This sounds exactly like my life at the moment. I know exactly what you mean when you say you don't want to lose him but can't keep putting yourself through rejection and humiliation. The worse thing is, we've just bought a house and have a huge mortgage. My daughter, who is 8, has become very close to him and would be equally devasted if we separated. He went to the doctor and was prescribed Viagra but won't take it! And to top it off, we are supposed to be trying for a baby- what a joke! Everyone I know seems to be pregnant and my boyfriend can't even bare to have sex with me. It is breaking my heart, we've lost two babies already, I'm 35, have only one tube and feel like time is not on my side. But we have not had regular sex for such a long time- long before we were 'trying' so I guess I have no hope. I know I need to walk away from this now but I love him so much and will lose so much.
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This sounds exactly like my life at the moment. I know exactly what you mean when you say you don't want to lose him but can't keep putting yourself through rejection and humiliation. The worse thing is, we've just bought a house and have a huge mortgage. My daughter, who is 8, has become very close to him and would be equally devasted if we separated. He went to the doctor and was prescribed Viagra but won't take it! And to top it off, we are supposed to be trying for a baby- what a joke! Everyone I know seems to be pregnant and my boyfriend can't even bare to have sex with me. It is breaking my heart, we've lost two babies already, I'm 35, have only one tube and feel like time is not on my side. But we have not had regular sex for such a long time- long before we were 'trying' so I guess I have no hope. I know I need to walk away from this now but I love him so much and will lose so much.
April 12, 2015 - 5:05amThis Comment
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