I'm in a similar situation, I'm 21 and I've been living a lesbian lifestyl since about 9th grade. I messed around with a boy in the beginning of high school and decided it wasn't for me. I've always been attractd to females, still am. This attracts a lot of guys curiosity bt haa I'm not biting, til now. I was extra drunk this past summer and slept with my manager, he caught feelings, I didn't. we hookd up a couple times after that but I lost interest. About 5mnths ago I made a friend, and I was attractd to a quality and the fact that he is well known and I enjoyd everytime we wud hang out. He is now my boyfriend. I stopd tlking to females. my choice, he said he doesn't mind me having relations with other females ..bt I only wana be with him. Its been two months that we've been official. And two in a half wks that we haven't had sex. Now I know I don't know much about pleasing a guy, I haven't had much expierience, bt in the beginning we were doin it everyday, now he doesn't even touch me. Hugs every now n thn, kisses at hello n goodbye, bt nothing else. I send him suggestive pictures and we've tlkd about the fact that I'm having to masterbate evryday, his response is I wrk too late so he's either asleep or too drunk already. I'm frustrated! He doesn't try in the mornings either, nothing! I'm almost positive there's someone else, and sometimes I think the only reason hez with me is cause I have my own place where he can stay and watch tv and eat up all my grocerys while I'm away at wrk the majority of the time. I feel ugly like he's just not into me, I don't understand it. Not to be conceited bt I get hit on all the time. I only want to be with him. I'm pretty sure of what I got to do, I'm just not quite ready to let go yet.
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I'm in a similar situation, I'm 21 and I've been living a lesbian lifestyl since about 9th grade. I messed around with a boy in the beginning of high school and decided it wasn't for me. I've always been attractd to females, still am. This attracts a lot of guys curiosity bt haa I'm not biting, til now. I was extra drunk this past summer and slept with my manager, he caught feelings, I didn't. we hookd up a couple times after that but I lost interest. About 5mnths ago I made a friend, and I was attractd to a quality and the fact that he is well known and I enjoyd everytime we wud hang out. He is now my boyfriend. I stopd tlking to females. my choice, he said he doesn't mind me having relations with other females ..bt I only wana be with him. Its been two months that we've been official. And two in a half wks that we haven't had sex. Now I know I don't know much about pleasing a guy, I haven't had much expierience, bt in the beginning we were doin it everyday, now he doesn't even touch me. Hugs every now n thn, kisses at hello n goodbye, bt nothing else. I send him suggestive pictures and we've tlkd about the fact that I'm having to masterbate evryday, his response is I wrk too late so he's either asleep or too drunk already. I'm frustrated! He doesn't try in the mornings either, nothing! I'm almost positive there's someone else, and sometimes I think the only reason hez with me is cause I have my own place where he can stay and watch tv and eat up all my grocerys while I'm away at wrk the majority of the time. I feel ugly like he's just not into me, I don't understand it. Not to be conceited bt I get hit on all the time. I only want to be with him. I'm pretty sure of what I got to do, I'm just not quite ready to let go yet.
March 19, 2010 - 1:18amThis Comment
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