there is no reason as in to why i dont trust him..he is just the type of guy...that was great at first...actually showed he loved you...then...just stopped...and ive been so hurt in the past that I have to have him show me he loves me all the time and give me affection...and i dont get that..I have been raped, so him not telling me that makes it very hard for me to be able to trust him...because i think that he can find another girl..thats gorgeous and everything he talks to a lot of girls and always seems to flirt with them...i even offer to give him head all the time and not worry about me getting off just to get him to want to do something with me...but..that dont even work..so i am just to the point...where i feel completly ugly and disgusting because my own boyfriend wont even touch me sexually..and i basically got to beg him to hold me..or even kiss me...he dont say he loves me first..i have to..and he dont say it like he means it..and when he kisses me its just a quick peck and thats it..nothing more...i hope it gets better!!
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there is no reason as in to why i dont trust him..he is just the type of guy...that was great at first...actually showed he loved you...then...just stopped...and ive been so hurt in the past that I have to have him show me he loves me all the time and give me affection...and i dont get that..I have been raped, so him not telling me that makes it very hard for me to be able to trust him...because i think that he can find another girl..thats gorgeous and everything he talks to a lot of girls and always seems to flirt with them...i even offer to give him head all the time and not worry about me getting off just to get him to want to do something with me...but..that dont even work..so i am just to the point...where i feel completly ugly and disgusting because my own boyfriend wont even touch me sexually..and i basically got to beg him to hold me..or even kiss me...he dont say he loves me first..i have to..and he dont say it like he means it..and when he kisses me its just a quick peck and thats it..nothing more...i hope it gets better!!
Kayla
December 22, 2009 - 8:05pmThis Comment
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