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Im Reading through The thread Of coments and I amcompletedly amazed to hear stories of women being 45 and being pregnant . Then I I think , is this true? Are these stories real. I am going tone completely honest hopefully someone reads my comment and tell me their truth as well. I had an abortion after the man I was with sweet talked to me , brainwashed me and I don't know how I was hypnotized and ended up doing the abortion. When I realized what I had done I became sick, meaning I would not be in peace with myself, and regret it every day. I went into a deep depression, I was u employed at that time and was so depressed that I did not take showers, slept all day and cried like if someone had died. That was in 2010. Since then I have been so into getting pregnant that I went to this site bought cleansing products learned how to do pelvic massage fertility massages and all that. At the. Shinning of the month of December I started a 30 day cleansing plan drinking herbal teas every day taking pills to clean the uterus when almost in the middle of this 30 day plan, I had a strong pain in my uterus which became inflamed, all this while I was at the office working. Since I had started bleeding I thought I had gotten my period at the second day of this light bleeding, my uterus got swollen and got a strong pain. I went to the bathroom at the office and realized my uterus looked inflamed, I massaged it thinking it would alleviate the swollen part. I went back to my office and sat down when after a couple of minutes after having rubbed my uterus I felt like going to do number 2. Got to the bathroom and a lump came out into the toilet. The clot was about 2 1/2 by 2 inches approximately. I got cares and wondered what it was, I grabbed a piece of paper and picket up quickly before the lump reached to the bottom of the toilet floor. I held it in my hand and picked on it to see what it was I saw blood dark but a white stripe of something which I did Noting what it was. When I talked to a friend about it she said it may have been the herbs may have make me have an abortion. That was last December I was 46. Now I m trying to conceive and even took the clomide treatment my doctor had prescribed since last year but this month again... I only have my period. And while Iam grateful to still have my period I regret every day to have done what I did. The miscarriage with the herbs was unintentional and it happened thinking it was good for me to prepare for conceptions the website says it. However I realized some herbs are very potent and one must be very sure whether or not pregnant before taking them. My mistake was kit checking before taking them disbelieving the power of my body thinking it could not be possible to become pregnant again. Now my days are torn between my thoughts that tell me maybe it's too late and my regrets that beg for another chance. Can someone reply?

September 12, 2015 - 7:35pm

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