What I think about spouse cheating on dying wife? What I think about spouse, unable to admit he cannot keep the promises made when death was an obvious reality? What I think about the affair partner taking a spouse of 33 years, lover for 40, away one emotion at a time? What I think about a spouse who allows his mistress full control of how he will deal with it, what he will prepare, what he will think, feel? What do I think about a mistress, after removing the spouse from the dying wife, forcing him to adhere to 'the no contact rule'? What do I think of how he now agrees & acts as a result of reward/punishments for even thinking about the spouse he abandoned?
As the wife left alone, her inheritance stripped bare, not allowed on the property of the business I co-own without having the police called after faint fake, then has false assault charges filed ...
You who condone, are on the fence and/or are giving the mistress the emotions, intimacy, comfort, touching that someone dying needs ... How DO you sleep at night? All he had to do was keep the promises he made for another year, probably less. Is not a lifetime of love worth that sacrifice? Can you not wait until he/she no longer has the pressures of dealing with death so that erectile dysfunction is no longer an issue? How can you send him/her from your bed to hers, your scent so overpowering, knowing he will share all that with dying spouse?
Again, I ask, HOW do you look at yourself in the mirror and like what you see? Does being obviously selfish to others make you proud?
In the end, all we are is what is left of our Integrity and Honor. When you purposely violate those two basic personality points, you begin the process of greed, disregard for how your actions affect others as long as you get yours ... the whole self absorption that is remarkably similar to those personalities who start wars, commit genocides ... Now there's how I hope people view me, you brag to your friends, flaunt your aberrations.
When we lose the ability of our conscious to maintain a healthy social persona, and do the right things without guilt, we lose what makes us human. I have grieved the life I am losing, hoping to die with dignity ... but now, my last wishes will be ashes ... I will die, but not of the stage 4 kidney cancer, but of a broken heart. Sounds like a 'no-biggie', everyone gets their heart broken. Get over it. But let me tell you ... the cancer pain I manage with chemicals, but for the broken heart there is no pain management.
And, my last thought will be of what will happen to him when the reality of what he has done overwhelms the needs of his 'little brain' ... believe it or not, knowing that my memory will be the cause of future years of guilt, anxiety, remorse ... I feel no better than those of you who who, like the woman who took just because she could ... who thought taking away the love of my life was perfectly fine ... this won't bother you in the least, but for me ... my life becomes meaningless, my death trivial at most.
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What I think about spouse cheating on dying wife? What I think about spouse, unable to admit he cannot keep the promises made when death was an obvious reality? What I think about the affair partner taking a spouse of 33 years, lover for 40, away one emotion at a time? What I think about a spouse who allows his mistress full control of how he will deal with it, what he will prepare, what he will think, feel? What do I think about a mistress, after removing the spouse from the dying wife, forcing him to adhere to 'the no contact rule'? What do I think of how he now agrees & acts as a result of reward/punishments for even thinking about the spouse he abandoned?
As the wife left alone, her inheritance stripped bare, not allowed on the property of the business I co-own without having the police called after faint fake, then has false assault charges filed ...
You who condone, are on the fence and/or are giving the mistress the emotions, intimacy, comfort, touching that someone dying needs ... How DO you sleep at night? All he had to do was keep the promises he made for another year, probably less. Is not a lifetime of love worth that sacrifice? Can you not wait until he/she no longer has the pressures of dealing with death so that erectile dysfunction is no longer an issue? How can you send him/her from your bed to hers, your scent so overpowering, knowing he will share all that with dying spouse?
Again, I ask, HOW do you look at yourself in the mirror and like what you see? Does being obviously selfish to others make you proud?
In the end, all we are is what is left of our Integrity and Honor. When you purposely violate those two basic personality points, you begin the process of greed, disregard for how your actions affect others as long as you get yours ... the whole self absorption that is remarkably similar to those personalities who start wars, commit genocides ... Now there's how I hope people view me, you brag to your friends, flaunt your aberrations.
When we lose the ability of our conscious to maintain a healthy social persona, and do the right things without guilt, we lose what makes us human. I have grieved the life I am losing, hoping to die with dignity ... but now, my last wishes will be ashes ... I will die, but not of the stage 4 kidney cancer, but of a broken heart. Sounds like a 'no-biggie', everyone gets their heart broken. Get over it. But let me tell you ... the cancer pain I manage with chemicals, but for the broken heart there is no pain management.
And, my last thought will be of what will happen to him when the reality of what he has done overwhelms the needs of his 'little brain' ... believe it or not, knowing that my memory will be the cause of future years of guilt, anxiety, remorse ... I feel no better than those of you who who, like the woman who took just because she could ... who thought taking away the love of my life was perfectly fine ... this won't bother you in the least, but for me ... my life becomes meaningless, my death trivial at most.
Have fun.
June 19, 2011 - 3:47amThis Comment
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